10 years
Thursday February 11th 2016, 1:20 pm
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Ten years since he called, a few hours from now. But when I logged in here, a reminder that the last comment was by Helen, much missed. Trying to get work done, and the small leaves rather less time for reflection than used to be the case. A phone call from a reality TV production company making the day slightly surreal, though not as exciting as last week’s Pussy Riot spotting. Fuck it. 10 years. “I can’t fucking believe it,” I said, “oh my fucking god,” I said, throwing my head back and staring in wonder up at the sky. I had a future, then, a thing that came next. A strange thing not to have had before then, really. But so it goes. Cheers, all.